Why is it so damn important that I look women in the eye? I really don't like to unless I know them really well or am dating them (and thus know them really well). Seriously, it's not insecurity...

I guess the only bit of "mysticism" or unexplainable part of my life (ok, ok, there's a few) is the fact that when I look into someone's eyes I feel that they're reading me, stealing my soul. You have to earn that right dammit.

Also I feel that it becomes more of an emotional connection then, and I don't usually want that. You gotta impress me intellectually (or on the dancefloor) before I'll let myself use some emotion up. It takes a lot out of me.

I dunno, I guess I'm a weirdo.

On another note, I realize I'm known as that guy who dances amongst most Calgary folk. Even got recognized at a bar as, "that guy who dances crazy at Bamboo".