Trading your life for oil...

Being a mathematically minded can be tiring sometimes. Sometimes, not all the time, answers are immediately obvious. Most logical deductions, and a good deal of analytical math (i.e. calculus) has developed as instinct for me. At work, obvious fallacies are immediately exposed, and I can often just tell when something isn't going to work. What becomes a pain is when you have to do it anyways. It ruins the fun of expectation, because when you know how the system works, outcomes don't surprise you. Actually, I hate the waiting the most. I wish computers would work faster.

Perhaps that's true in a greater sense. I find I don't really enjoy just doing where certain outcomes are expected. I activities where there is at least something not known about the situation will end up being a lot more entertaining than just the norm. That being said, I realize that there is a realm of possibilities of conclusions. I suppose that's how everything stays the same, the possibilities are a somewhat fixed set but which one is the change. It sounds simple enough, but most realizations are. For me anyways.

Anyways, just things passing through my head.
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