Started the new job and it's goin pretty good. It's kinda nice being the new guy, nothing is really expected of you, so it's easy to impress. That being said, it's kinda boring and I'm basically doing grunt work.

And I hate getting up for work sucks. Taking a crowded train sucks even more. Seriously 11 hours of my day is devoted in some respect to work.

The constant struggle to quit smoking is definately making me re-evaluate aspects of my life. I feel like I'm getting a clearer picture on everything and everyone around me. I'm glad to have realized what's important and whom is, that being mutual relationships. I'm tired of giving all the time, it's nice to have people/someone who returns the favour.

Squatted 245lbs yesterday, noice. 315 in 6 months is the goal

I'm starting to think there may be more to this world than I before. I woke up thinking of a particular ex, and she phoned me later that day...after she had just woken up. Spooky.

I dunno what else to say. Life feels like such a waste if you're just supposed to work it all away.